A Trip to the Interlife to Meet My Soul Self...

This post is a continuation of the My Weird and Wonderful Life series detailing my journey into the spectacular yet entirely true world of energy work and hypnosis.

September of 2020 found me once again in Jacquie Balogh’s classes, this time to learn Interlife Regression Hypnosis which was the newest addition to her regression class. I had already taken a client there accidentally earlier that summer, Jacquie developed a protocol to do so intentionally. I was eager to learn this process.

The best thing about being a hypnotist or hypnotherapist is practice! During a four-day class I will give and receive hypnosis treatments up to eight times; it’s an absolute blast!

Before each session, the hypnotist will ascertain the client’s goals for the session. My common law, Jaret, and I believed this was not our first life together from the very beginning. That was the thing I wanted to know about during my session; how many lives Jaret and I had together and exactly how far back in time did we go?

When I go into hypnosis, I go really deep but I am not gone. It is like I am in box seats watching the stage; I am neither the director nor in the production, just an onlooker.

Unlike Waldorf and Statler, I am not critiquing the show, but I definitely laugh and at times have in internal dialogue running… truly I cannot make up the stuff that comes out in some of these sessions!

What follows is the transcript of the session, I actually felt bad for the hypnotist who took me on this journey however she did an excellent job trying to figure out what was going on and continued to explore this past life with an aspect of me.

Past Life Regression session for me lead by Sheila Scott:

What is your name?

Celesta

Are you male or female?

Female

How old are you?

I have no age.

You have no age?

I have always been and always will be.

Are you in a physical body?

No.  

Please describe where you are at

I am floating.  I shift in and out of a feminine aspect, but it is like a dream of a body not solid.

Can you speak louder please?

I shift in and out of the dream of a body, but I am not manifest in a body.  I exist in the stars.

Celesta, so you are drifting around the cosmos, is that correct?

Yes

What is the purpose of drifting around the cosmos please?

I am deciding what I want to do or be when I go to earth; what part of the plan I want to play.

In earth time, is there a time that you can describe or is it no time?

No time.

Okay thank you.

So, Patricia has come here today to ask about the relationship between her and Jaret. Can you please tell us about that?

We are cocreators.   And HA, as usual he has decided to stay floating while I go first. 

Is that a pattern with him?

Celesta laughs heartily.  Yes.

Would say that you are the more adventurous one? 

Laughs heartily again.  YES!

How did you come to land in Patricia’s body and Jaret in Jaret’s body?

You mean now?

I asked him to finally come with me on a journey.  I was tired of him just hanging about while I did all the hard work around here!

Well good for you, that is lovely.  I am glad you were finally able to convince him to come. What exactly is your purpose here on planet earth here please?

My job is to help humans remember who they truly are.  They forget that they are more than these flesh and bone bodies and they get so locked down in all the trivial matters of the planet Earth and they forget where they came from.  I just want them all to lighten up and find their lights. And to remember that they are love and for heaven’s sake have some fun while they are here.  Oh, my goodness.  It does not have to be all doom and gloom and hard work. Oh, my goodness.  I guess sometimes I get so tired of them being so drudgerous! 

Excellent.  Wonderful.  How does Jaret help you with this important business you are doing down here?

He’s grounding.  He does all the things to make sure that I don’t just live in airy fairy land and I actually get some things done with the people who are here, because I would just float off in my little mind and have adventures elsewhere because things take SOOO loooong on earth. 

It does.  Okay.  Can you tell me a little bit more about your mission here on planet earth?

Well, just what I said.  I have to go to the places that are darkest and bring light.  And it’s not very much fun, you know.  I’m not having as much fun as I’d like to have! And Jaret makes me do things that aren’t fun, but in a way that is acceptable. I’d just like to go back and float around; float around on the ocean with the dolphins and the whales.  That life was so much better.  I get so bored of humans, they are SO drudgerous. They just don’t know how to have fun.  They have all these RULES!

Celesta, that’s amazing and it is important that you shine your light on the planet at this time.   And it is important that Jaret helps you.  Do you know Jaret’s star name, or celestial name?

Andromes. 

Andromes?  Okay.  Can you tell me a little more about your life before you came to planet earth to help with this transition?

Well, yes.  We had to plan and I don’t like to plan.  I just want to come and bring songs, bring love, teach people, work with the children, and make them laugh, sing, and smile.  But he said we had to plan it all out. And there has to be a plan, so we took the time and we did the planning and he stayed there to make sure I stuck with the plan and did the work instead of just skipping about, having fun, singing, and laughing; so that I had to actually do the work.

Ok um so perhaps you could tell me a little bit more about your relationship with Jaret, also known as Andromes?

Well, what do you mean?

Have you always been together?

Oh yes.

Okay…

Even as we separated from All That Was, we separated as our duality, as our polarity and mostly it is good. Sometimes I find it irritating and I am sure he does as well, but mostly it is good.

Ok is this your first incarnation here on planet earth.

As Celesta?

Yes, as Celesta.

You do not mean as Patricia?

No, not as Patricia but have there been other incarnations before Patricia.

Yes, many. But the first one was as Celesta and that is the time where she knew of before, where she came down to help those who were incarnating into the bodies that were ready so they could remember that they were loved when they left the sacred circle of the sacred gathering; when we touched down into who we were in these bodies. I did not fully touch down at that time.  I was here but I was not constrained because I refused to come if they were going to constrain me into one of those human bodies and be drudgerous!  That was NOT going to be my first experience on Earth.  So, I was much more luminous and I had a lot of freedom.  Although those who I was teaching, they didn’t have as much freedom, so I helped them keep their connections to who they truly were so that they wouldn’t just become drudgerous human beings because they surely couldn’t, ummmm. reach their goals if they turned into drudge.

Thank you.  Can you tell me in Earth time, what time period that was? What would we call it in Earth history?

That was Lemuria or Mu as we called it.

My goodness you have been here a long time.

Uh huh.  That is why I’m bored with how it is now; couldn’t we just get on with it already?!   Haaaaaaaa

Ok was Jaret in Mu as well? 

No, as I said, he stayed in the Cosmos.  We were connected but he was kind of, he had the plan and he made sure that I kept doing the plan.

Ok can you move forward in time to a time when both you and Jaret or Andromes were both incarnated together?  1.2.3.  Be there now.

Where are you?

Are you male or female?

Female

Can you hear your name being called or what do they call you?

Mom

So, you are male?

No, I’m Mom, female. Mom

Oh, you’re female, thank you.

And how old are you in this lifetime?

40

Thank you.

And what does it feel like to be in that 40-year-old body in this time?

Ohhhhhh I am comfortable.

Ok comfortable and do you have a sense of what year or time it is in earth history.

The early 1900s   I have one of those floor length dresses on, cotton and one of those white frilly aprons.

Ok and what is it like to be you?

I’m very, I’m a homemaker so I’m just, you know, cooking, baking, and cleaning and taking care of the kids.

How many people are there in the family?

There’s me and my son and my daughter.  And my husband is there but not around.

Can you tell me a little bit more about what your husband does?

He works away. He provides for us but he has to be away a lot.

Ok and what is your purpose for incarnating in these early 1900’s times?  Do you know?

Ummmm I’m just a mom.

Ok is this something new for your soul?

Hmmmmm yes, I have agreed to just be a home body this time and to just hold space for Jaret and Ashlie to come together and have this life. Jaret wanted a rock because he was not really wanting to… he was reluctant to come to this earth.  And Ashlie was extremely nervous to come to this earth as she is a very um, ummmmm, ummmm etheric, she’s very scared to be contained so I came here to be their rock.

Thank you, now I just want some clarification around who Jaret is in this lifetime.  Is Jaret your husband in this lifetime or your son?

He is my son.

Son, ok thank you.

And I didn’t bring very much of Celesta into this life, just a ridiculously small drop of her into this human body so that it didn’t drive her to madness to just live this homemaker life, because she’s just very…. She is a lot.  I am a lot. And so, it only took a small drop of my essence to be this homemaker person.

Ok, but you were able to shine your light regardless.

Oh yes, my love was the best part of me. I was the best mother.  I baked all the things and I made the best home.  Not like in a competitive way, but I provided everything that they needed so that they could have the rock, the basis and the warmth and the base of this small home so that when they went on adventures, they knew they had a home base to come back to

Ok, may we know how Ashlie is in this life?

Oh yes, she is my tattoo artist.  Hahahaaaaaa, she did the large mandala on my back.   And she was also in Mu but in Mu she knew that she just came there to dance and to sing and to shine the light, so she came there willingly. Um but once she had to leave Mu, she didn’t like the lower vibrational beings so it took her a long time to come back the second time so that’s where I agreed to not to flutter about.  I agreed to be home always so that one day when they would come home, they would find that safe space again.

Thank you so as Mom, did Ashlie your daughter in this lifetime or someone else.

Yes, she is my daughter.

Thank you so, Patricia has come here today to find out about the relationship with Jaret.

Can you tell me more about the relationship with Jaret.  You said he went away a lot?

No no no noooooooo NO! My husband went away a lot. Jaret was my son and he stayed close to home and worked on the farm.  He agreed to experience life as a human but he did not venture far.

Ok can you tell me what your life was like in the 1900s?  You indicated farm, were you on a farm.

Yes

Can you tell me what farming was like was like at the time?

Well, because I only put a drop of Celesta in me, I was fine just growing, tending, and baking and cooking and cleaning.  I had no grand aspirations so it was fine.  It was hard work but it was fine.

Ok can you move forward now on the count of three to an important time in your life as Mom?  1.2.3. be there now.  Where are you?

To be honest, there really isn’t a significant part of this life.  The only agreement was to be their rock.  I did that successfully to allow them to incarnate with confidence and to be there for them when they got frightened of the world so really and truly being Mom was the goal and I met the goal with success.

Thank you can you tell me what country you are in?

The early Americas.

Ok thank you, very good. What was lifelike for you in this time period other than you being a wonderful mother?

I mean it was just, I was satisfied in the doing and the results of my doing.  Everything that I did in that life and the result.  I would make the bread and we would have bread.  I would plant a garden and we would have harvest. I would tend to the children and they would give me love. I had no strife, everything was just coming and there as a cause and effect but there was a very neutral and um um um comfortable, predictable, natural life.

Ok can you tell me about your relationship with Jaret other than being a son, how else did you help him in this lifetime or what other circumstances in this lifetime was there anything else.

He knew he was loved and he was well fed, he always had his favourite things.

All right, excellent.  What are your attitudes, experiences, and beliefs about this culture in early America in the early 1900s?  Can you tell me a little bit more?

There really isn’t much to tell to be honest. There really wasn’t very much of me in that life. Like I said there was really only a small drop of me to be that person, I mean all they asked of me was to be loving and that’s just nothing! All that I had to do was I guess in today’s terms was dumb myself down.

Thank you, Mom, thank you Celesta.

Now, Patricia, I [‘d like you to move to the death experience in this life 3 2 1 be there now what is the circumstance of this death experience?

I just die of old age, satisfied with a job well done.

How old were you when you passed?

89.

Thank you. Are there others with you when you pass?

My children

And what did you experience at the moment of death?

Satisfaction.

Wonderful and what happens after death.

Whoo hoo I’m free again.

Wonderful, now Patricia, move to the state of consciousness and being between lives.   Just allow your higher mind to take you there. Now from this place you can access the soul and oversoul awareness. Experience now an overview of the past life you just explored.  In what ways is it similar to your current life?

I have joy in seeing a result of my energy output but where it differs is um many of the things that I do, I don’t get to see the ripples and where they land and what they touch.

Thank you and how is this past life connected to your current life concern or issue.

Well, he still likes me to cook for him.

Good go on

Only in this life, there is more of me and I adventure out and he is my rock.

Wonderful

Thank you.  Now consider now the challenges and relationship dynamics, how does it affect your current life?

Sometimes, I feel guilty that I am having all of the experiences and he is so solid and now I understand that I did that for 89 years for him so it is in fact a fair exchange.

Thank you, is there any part of this past life that seems unfinished?

No

Now Patricia, look into the soul of the person who is the most significant in that relationship.  Do you recognize the person who is the most significant?

Do you mean in the life, the farm life?

Sorry I think I might have confused you there.   For clarification Jaret was your son in the past life and he Is your husband in this life, yes?

Yes

Okay Patricia, become aware now of any carryovers between you and that past life.  What agreement do you have between you and the current life?

THAT I’M NOT STAYING HOME FOR 89 YEARS!

Thank you good.  If your past life self could communicate with your current life self, what would she stay to you?

You lived this life and you had to stay put.  You don’t have to stay put in this life.  When he says he doesn’t mind that you go in this life, he means it.

Ok good thank you and what would you say to Mom?

You were so good.  You truly were the salt of the earth and you really were a divine mother on earth.  Good job

Wonderful, now Patricia, look into the play of cause and effect between the past and your current life, what do you see?

I see why gardening brings me peace.

The garden brings you peace, ok so the connection with the earth.

Yes

Thank you. What are you here in your current life, to learn, complete, and experience?

Well, I am here to complete the work that I started in Lemuria, to help because they have forgotten, and they weren’t supposed to forget but they have forgotten that they are connected, that they are always connected, all… every single person and they have the choice to choose love always even when they feel like they have no choice or they forget that they are connected.  My job is to make people understand that they are so much bigger than what they see in the mirror and that the love they have in their hearts is powerful enough to move mountains they have just forgotten they need to remember.

Wonderful, and do you feel you are progressing with your soul’s work in this current lifetime?

Yes.

Great and what do you need to know to support your learning and growth if anything?

I need patience and to trust that even when I cannot see the cause and effect like in the garden, it is still there.  And I just need to trust that the work is happening simply by sharing my message, sending my love, and letting love emanate from my heart out as far as it can.

Thank you.

How this regression affected my life:

I believe that Celesta is my higher self. It is my opinion that we have a large soul fragment from the time that All That Is decided it wanted to experience itself and separated into many soul fragments, each with Free Will - more on that in an upcoming post. I have found Celesta is freer than me, filled with a greater capacity for love. I have called her in during channeling sessions and now our connection is such that she guides me when I ask.

I understand who Jaret is and that his desire to spend more time alone is his nature; I have no guilt going out and doing things with others if he does not wish to attend with me. I do not take it personally; we do things tougher and apart, either being just fine.

I have always known there is more to this life. I feel more certain of this knowledge and more confident pursuing my goals of spreading the message for people to love themselves because, after all, we are simply love incarnate.

Stay tuned for more hypnotic adventures…