Being Love... Meeting the Light of Orion
Continuation of the first Weird and Wonderful Life autobiographical stories from the spiritual path I have been on for the last fifteen years or so of my life… First post can be found here.
During the years from 2014 to 2018, I participated in a lot of training, including the completion of my Spiritual Health Coach designation in early 2015; with the help and encouragement of Bonnie Bogner, my partner Jaret, and several amazing friends, I came out of the spiritual closet and opened up Sparks of Healing for business.
As I provided Reiki sessions to clients, my connection to spirit opened up further. I would get messages for people, often being too shy to relay them. The messages came to me as persistent thoughts that were not mine; I know, sounds a little crazy, doesn’t it? They were not voices, but thoughts that were not formed in my mind, often not formed as I think and they were for the person in front of me.
The best example was not even during a client session. I was over at a friend’s house for a visit. She was complaining about her husband and how odd he was behaving. I received a loud thought that her husband was depressed, undiagnosed with attention deficit disorder, and was in fact suicidal. Understandable, this was NOT something I wanted to say to her without a shred of evidence. How the heck would I KNOW this?
The thought persisted, getting stronger and stronger until I could no longer ignore it. Finally, I said it to her. She responded with more than a little anger. “How can YOU know this? This is not true…” That response did not make me feel any better about choosing to tell her.
She reached out a few days later to tell me that she had broached the topic with her spouse, finding out that he was indeed depressed, had thoughts of suicide and also, suicide ran in his family; two members had taken their own lives. He was later diagnosed with ADD and received help.
This boosted my confidence to present clients with the option of receiving messages if any should come to me. Every single client was open to hearing messages and every single one resonated with what came forward. I learned quickly not to interpret anything I was given, just simply to state exactly what came as it was and allow the client to find their own meaning.
The need to deliver messages unfiltered became clear during a Reiki session. During the intake, this client mentioned work stress and a desire to open to her spirituality; she mentioned being married with kids and did not say that there were any troubles in the relationship. While I worked on her, the song Should I Stay or Should I go by The Clash kept popping into my head. My first thought was, oh my goodness, she is thinking of leaving her husband. I wrestled with whether to mention anything as she had not brought any issues. My inner wise self-smartened up and just relayed the message without judgement or attachment. Does this song mean anything to you, as it keeps coming to me as I work on you. Yes, she replied, I am a Registered Nurse and for the past few years I have been working in a private palliative care facility. I get so attached to my clients and they all pass away. It’s been hard and I am thinking of returning to regular nursing. The great learning there was to suspend an urge to interpret messages and just bring them through as they are giving, nothing more, nothing less.
Over the next few years, I continued to offer energy healing as a side business while working fulltime in the corporate world. In 2018, I joined Bonnie and a handful of others at a retreat in Kona on The Big Island of Hawaii. As the last person to sign up, I was assigned the room furthest away from the washrooms, Bonnie explained. It was a GREAT room, with huge windows. Out the front was the ocean and the back was a tropical delight. As we had no neighbours out either of those windows and I was on the second floor, my windows were curtain free. Something woke me at 1:15 am from a deep sleep. I saw something blinking in the window and put my glasses on.
The constellation of Orion was visible in the window, perfectly centered as if an artist had painted it there; the blinking was from the three lights in the belt. As I marveled at the beauty, I heard the thought in my head:
Are you ready?
Ready for what? I’m not sure…
Are you ready?
I don’t know, I’m scared.
I fell back into a deep sleep until the morning; I approached Bonnie to tell her about my experience. She surmised it must be the Galactic Council, who she channels asking me if I was ready to connect more deeply. I started to cry.
I cannot believe I said no! What was I thinking?
Oh, silly girl! If they asked you once, they would ask you again, don’t you worry.
That night, the very same thing happened; at 1:15 am I woke out of a deep sleep, I saw the blinking lights and I didn’t even wait to be asked. I said, YES! I am ready.
As soon as I thought it, I felt a warm sensation at the crown of my head as if there were warm honey being poured over me. I fell back into a very deep sleep. Upon waking I felt that feeling again of Being Love.
Later in the year I participated in her learn to channel class called Galactic Conversations. The very first time I opened to channel; the beautiful feeling returned along with a message of love. This was the energy I met in Kona, and I named it “The Light of Orion.”
Another year and I would join Bonnie to be one of five contributors to her book Hope for Humanity – LOVE is the answer… now, what was the question? Each of us gathered our questions and channeled the answers for what the world needed to know right then. That was the summer and fall of 2019; we published and launched it in January 2020. Timing was not the greatest… or was it?
Below is an excerpt from my chapter of the book:
What are the lessons of money?
More money never equates with more happiness. True wealth is in the way we spend our energy, not the size of our bank accounts.
Money is a poor substitute for the exchange of energy. Money was intended as an IOU for times when the receiver did not have anything that the giver needed immediately. The best cultures knew that all people had their worth and that all exchanges would balance in time. At this time, some people are more concerned with fair share than with considering all types of work as worthwhile and equal. One man will have no food, while another man has spoilage. Humanity is at a point where we are waking up to feel the pain and suffering of our brothers and sisters; understanding that their pain is ours, and ours is theirs. Opening up our hearts to feel the feelings of the world and all the things that reside within it. It is no accident that the world’s changes are happening at a time where the news travels at light speeds, where one person can easily find that they are not alone in their suffering or in their opinion that things are not right.
The internet is a gift from the gods, not a gift from the nerds. It was intended as a tool to bring you together and not an end in itself. The world wide web was meant as a steppingstone to the true divine web of interconnected hearts, minds, and souls. It is like a child’s rendering of the Eiffel Tower in Lego blocks. Please understand, dear ones, that it is time to wake up and create that web of light and love. It is time to connect with one another like the world, the Earth, has never seen, felt, or experienced before. Come together my beloveds and feel the power of hearts conjoined.
Together you can change and shift the light to create a world worth saving. The Earth was a gift to the experiencers by the creators, yet we are all creators who cannot see the entirety of the gift we have been given. Please open your eyes and see the beauty around you. Love the Earth and all her wonders.
Patricia’s insights on the question: Sharing of the information at light speed has its own polarity. Information sharing can have a positive impact and it can also have a negative impact on the world The key here is that each of us have Free Will to choose what to believe and how to act in response to the information we are taking in. AS with anything, there are two sides to the coin. The key here is to act in a way that demonstrates loving kindness.
It is interesting to consider that the internet is a digital way for people to have instant transference of their inner thoughts and feelings. I wonder if this is an attempt to return to a time where telepathy was the norm for a previous incarnation of humanity?
Authoring this book was huge for me. It was a giant step out of the spiritual closet; I could no longer hide this part of my life from my corporate peers when my smiling face was on the back of the published book.
2018 was also the year I deeply committed to hypnosis, certifying with the NGH (National Guild of Hypnotists), then continuing my journey by taking two levels of The Simpson Protocol Complete Holistic approach to hypnosis. In numerology 2018 reduces to 11 a Master number, and I began to master my apprehension towards stepping out into the spotlight with my gifts.
According to SacredSribesNumber.blogspot.com Angel number 11 is: The karmic Master Number 11 symbolizes the principles of spiritual awakening and enlightenment... Angel Number 11 encourages you to assist and inspire the human race via your natural abilities, relying upon your inner-wisdom and intuition to guide you.