Interlife hypnosis journey: Meeting Andromous
Transcript of an Interlife Hypnosis Regression session from April 2022
This transcript is from an Interlife journey I was taken on in April of 2022, right before the launch of Forever Five - Adventures of The Ladybug Hunter, the story of my daughter Alexandra’s short life and the lessons I learned from her. The hypnotist was Jacquie Balogh and her facilitation will be italicized for clarity in the conversation.
My daughter, Alexandra in 2006 on a break from chemotherapy
In this session, my masculine higher self, Andromous, shows up to offer guidance and a strong push forward.
Hypnotist: Is there some learning that needs to happen here?
Higher Self: The negative energies that attached were because you focused on the possibilities and allowed it. You do not have to do that as you teach others, you can create that bubble that is permeable only by love and to not allow those negative energies and entities to attach. It is all fine and good that you want to be open, approachable, professional, and kind to all others, however you do have to understand that not everyone is like you and not everyone has good intentions towards you. Although you would like to believe that there is beauty in everyone’s heart, there is also freewill and for them to choose things that are less than beauty, which will sap and interfere with your energy. Although you teach that Reiki energy fills you up and keeps you full, it is still possible for you to feel drained. Think about the leeches, the barnacles, the cleaner fish on your friends the whales that these attachments can come, and they can suck you dry. You cannot fill up as much and as quickly as you need when experiencing these types of attachments. This is going to be important for you to learn in the upcoming months as the darkness fights to keep its hold, as this war of energies rages forward. It is really an incredibly important that you create this bubble of protection around you in order to have your shields up, as it were, now this does not mean that love and light and all those beautiful things cannot come out of those shields and advance in. It is like you put a big burly bouncer at the door who says NO NO! to those who are not welcome and whose intentions are not of love and light. They can have those intentions if they wish, but they are not allowed into the exclusive club of your personal space and energy.
All right then and thank you for that. With regards…..
Higher Self: Just to be clear, you are currently speaking to Andromous.
What can you do to plant this as a reminder so this does not happen? We need Patricia to keep her energy. How do we grease her protective bubble so the slime slides off?
Higher Self: She needs to add me to her team. She has not thought to call in me, her masculine aspect for protection. She calls in Celesta and The Light of Orion but she needs me as well for her energy protection. She needs her team here as she comes further and further out of the spiritual closet. As she steps into the spotlight of the television appearance and more expos, it will become more and more important to call in both sides of her higher self.
All right, so let me speak to Patricia for a moment. Are you willing to add Andromous to your team?
Me: Yes, absolutely, I lovingly invoke Andromous to the team, to join Celesta and The Light of Orion to help me as I move forward on this journey.
Andromous, is that the invitation you need to assist?
Higher Self: Andromous: Man, I have been standing at the door waiting!
Now that you are in the inner circle, can you please clean and heal, do forgiveness, whatever you need to do.
As soon as you invited us in, we cleared the negative energies and threw them into the light.
Is there anything else that needs to be done to clear the way for her?
Higher Self: Yes, there is a pain in her heart, a fear of being exposed to the world, a fear of the bad vibrations, a fear of being called out as a fraud, as an imposter, a fear of being called pompous or egotistical. No one ever sees her that way, this is her own… it goes back generations and generations. Her grandmother on her father’s side did have the… she was a witch, they called her something else that rhymed with that, she did understand the ways of the earth, but she chose not to use it in a positive manner. Um, so, there are things we need to adjust her understanding that if she uses the tools of yesteryear, she knows to use them in the light and she doesn’t have to fear. We will wash the tools in light before she ever puts her hands on them.
Wonderful, thank you. So, we have taken care of that, I am just going to use the word super conscious, because everyone moves in and out. What I would like you to do is to move Patricia to the most significant space that will help her with the issues of money, mindset, abundance and let me know when you are there.
Is there anyone there to welcome you to this place.
Me: Alexandra is here. I am overwhelmed with emotion. She tells me that now is my time, and she thanks me for helping to complete her contract. Mommy, it is your time, your time to come out and share your gifts. To welcome the abundance and the life that is available to me. The dreams that I have can be a reality, I do not have to bow down and grovel for my dreams. I can stand up, open my arms, and tilt my head to the sun and allow the abundance of all the good I am doing to shine back on me.
Alexandra and I in 2006, she is playing dress-up with a friend’s jewelry.
Look at Alexandra, your daughter now, is she still forever five or is she grown up now?
Me: she is all grown up she is a light; she is a feeling. She is a presence more so than the embodiment of a small child or even a young adult, she is just her.
What I would like you to do is to invite Alexandra to find a comfortable spot to sit with you and ask if it is okay for you to ask her some questions. I would like you to ask these questions and reach out to the entire space around you for the answers.
The first question is What will it take for me to become aware of and understand the laws of love I have not yet understood in this life?
I must open my heart honestly without question or judgment to truly love myself in the ways I talk about. I have not fully done that yet, I still allow worries of egotism, worries of loving myself too much that will turn me into this person that I abhor.
How can you find the balance in that?
The balance is in the laws of give and take, so as much as I am filling myself up, she is showing me the torus and how the law of the torus is that all that goes in, goes out, and goes in and out. There is never an empty moment; by loving everyone without judgment as the spark of light that they are, there is never going to be that there is too much love of self because generating that love of self means that there is even more love to give to others.
Ok so going back to something that she said to you, is there any guilt or shame in what you may have felt were empty moments that need to be released or healed.
Yes, she is showing me that what I perceive as wasted time is actually downtime or healing time for me, because I have so much energy in my physical self and mental self, it is rare that I can just sit and relax so the time that I spend playing around on the computer is not a guilty pleasure, it is an adaption of downtime and self-care.
Okay, moving on then, what feelings of compassion are resisting to feel, what needs to come through, with regards to abundance but also just in general.
There are really no aspects of compassion that are missing. Perhaps a little bit of self-compassion, but that is mostly in alignment.
Let’s move on then, with regards to abundance, what would your life look like if you did not need the approval of those who are incapable of giving it to you?
I would not have to think about bank account or credit card balances, everything would just flow. I could have all the things I am putting off like travel, for instance and experiences.
Ok all right, now I want you to ask Alexandra a deeper question, what is going on in your family that needs healing and what can you do to help that with regards to abundance and anything else?
My son, I need to, it’s like… they are showing me that I am bleeding out and it is a wound that I am allowing him to inflict. It is not that he is inflicting it out of malice, he doesn’t even know that he is making me bleed but I need to have a conversation with him. It is like I fill up the swimming pool and he pulls the plug.
Are there things you need to bring forward from this space to facilitate this self-healing? In order to create this change and shift
It is deserving, a self-worth, a feeling of accepting that sometimes taking from your children is appropriate. There is some release of resentment from taking that his father does as he has no issue with this. There is a dirty web there that needs to be cleaned and released.
Would you like that done?
Yes
Superconscious, please do what needs to be done to heal that cord and do whatever needs to be done to release that in this beautiful space. Let me know when it is done.
It Is done.
Is there anything that needs to be brought forward to this space?
Andromous needs to be called in as back up during these conversations.
Who needs to be forgiven?
Myself, my kids, my ex, and my husband.
SC, please ensure this is done for her highest benefit today. Do what needs to be done for the cords, energy, and positive balance.
Now I am going to turn the question and I want everyone on your team to help with this question. Has Patricia completely forgiven herself?
Not completely
Is there a time for this release to be complete?
A couple of days
How will she know when it is done?
She will have a good night’s sleep.
Is there anything that Alexandra or anyone else on the team needs to or wants to do to make this more beneficial and to ensure no reattachment can happen in the future? We as humans tend to fall back into these things, is there a way that this can be finished forever?
There is some detachment that they are working through right now regarding the diabetes between Patricia, Zak, her father, and the grandfather. There are a bunch of cords that are being surgically detached and it needs to be worked through. Alexandra is saying your debts to Zak have been beyond paid and it is time to cut the cords. He is an adult; he needs to work through his stuff and you are not being unreasonable.
Is that the responsibility that you need to let go of?
There is a forgiveness of the debt that he owes me that needs to be dealt with. I need to get tough on that.
What does Alexandra have to say about that?
My brother needs to man up. It’s time. You have done enough mom!
What do you need to do to forgive and heal this hurt?
I need to stand up for myself and my rights. I need to know that I deserve to be paid back.
What will it take to release this and allow you to face it as it is?
This is all part of the abundance block. I keep telling myself that I am doing okay so it is all right that he is not paying you back. I have been more than generous and I deserve to be paid back. It is not okay with me, or his brothers, or with Jaret.
How does this information that you have gathered now between this place and the current life specifically with the abundance issues you are having? If you look outside the family issue, where is the connection?
It is the habit of putting my own wants, needs or desires behind everyone else. I get in the back of the line, the last person on the bus and I have done that for years, so much so, when my mother used to get mad at me because I had a perfectly aligned system of digestion and elimination, she would get angry that I wasn’t there right away to do dishes, that I would hold it and this created a lifelong issue with digestion.
Anadromous, what do you have to say about this?
You need to take your own advice; you tell everyone else that no one will live their life putting themselves first. No one is going to live putting you first, not even Jaret. You have to do it. It is about time. It really is about time. The thing is you are never going to stand in the front of the line and take all the pie, which is not who you are. You can stand in the front of the line, serve yourself a slice, set it off and stand there to help everyone else get their slice, but you must take your slice of the pie. You must understand that you truly are deserving and you know even when you speak about how you wish to have two months of the year in Hawaii. You talk about how you can have this place and allow others to stay with me or I will make it a working holiday. Why can’t you just go and make it a holiday? Why can’t you just go and have two months in Hawaii as often as you wish because you fricken deserve it. Seriously lady, you need to follow your own advice and put yourself first. When YOU put yourself first, we will stand in line and help you make it happen. You have given and given and given and it is okay to take. Clear the way to have this life you deserve.
That pathway, is it blocked?
Yes, by her.
Can you unblock it? This will be a big shift for her. Can you unblock it and is she ready for it?
I am gently moving her out of the way. I am ushering her and handing her a drink.
Put some whales in her view, tell her to look at the whales. All you have to do is put some whales in the view and you got her. Please ensure that she has healthy boundaries in place. She really needs those in place. She needs those to be super strong.
She doesn’t like to be pushed but she will allow herself to be guided.
Allow her to understand that this is all on the side of abundance, where she really wants to be. Let me know when that pathway is opened up.
Pele is here and has a message for her that there are things that need to be destroyed in order to expand, in order to create and although some may view the destruction in a less than positive way, it is necessary to uncreate to destroy some things in order for fresh, new wider vistas of beauty and abundance to flow and be created as she creates those flows of abundance, she will be creating new space for others to also open themselves up. And if she continues to play small, then her impact is also small. As she allows for these beautiful coincidences, these beautiful alignments and connection to appear, as she welcomes these connections, then she is unfolding a red carpet of beauty and opportunity. It is not in a manner of selfishness or empire building, it is in the manner of opening, reopening the school where so many can come in and remember that they are love so that they can also unfold and broaden their space and their creation until we have blanketed the earth with beauty and love and a carpet of green filled with abundance and peace and connection to nature. She must destroy in order to expand and create.
All right, with negotiating all levels of mind, is this something to begin or complete today?
We have begun.
Okay, I wanted to touch back, as you were talking, Nahiti (Jacquie’s guide) was yelling in my head – why do you think those books showed up six days early? The impact of the book, she cannot afford to play small to have the impact she is looking for right?
Yes
This is Alexandra’s legacy as much as it is Patricia’s? It is a shared legacy.
It is Alexandra’s legacy; it is Patricia’s gateway.
So, from this space where Patricia is now, can you as a team do the work that needs to be done to bring Patricia into that abundance mindset; that leveling up and shifting, bring in the strengths, skills, sacred gifts and strengthening them so that it is a very seamless transition, as seamless as can be. The book has opened up many pathways but it will only go so far as Patricia will allow. I have not yet read the book, but it has an extraordinarily strong legacy to leave. And so can you please do now what needs to be done to open Patricia up to abundance to heal that heart space, to clear that heart space, to do what needs to be done to release what has been holding her in this holding pattern. Have her see her reach and what the future looks like is she continues to play small versus what it looks like if she moves over to that abundance piece. Sometimes we do have to destroy in order to create. Give her all that she needs to open this up.
We are strengthening her backbone.
I see that. Sometimes we go through these phases of life where we let it get out of shape, I believe she already has a strong backbone but sometimes does not use it.
She has used it for others and now she must use it for herself, with the understanding that using it for her own self will actually enable her to use it for others even more. Because as she gives to herself, she will have more energy. She has been suffering from a lack of energy because she has been focused outward instead of inward and we need to bring that into balance.
Please do all that needs to be done with her team and her daughter.
It is in progress.
Will some of that be completed today?
Within the next two days.
Is there anything else that Alexandra would like to share with you? Is there anything else you need to know or understand? That needs to be brought into this life to adjust and keep you moving forward?
We love you and we see you and we have your back. You really have no idea how deep and how far and how rich the work that you are doing is, the shifts that it will make and the torrents of tears which will come from the message. Those tears are also a way of uncreating beliefs, held emotions, and lower vibrations of guilt and self judgement that others have. Just as you have released your grief and are helping others, this will carry forward and continue as the message of the book and the new paths that you will walk on sharing the message in different ways. The work that you do within goes without and will assist others. You cannot even begin to see how far the ripples in the pond go. Trust us, it is far and wide and you are doing all the right things in the right time.
SC, I know when we are doing a new thing, we call it stepping into; is Patricia ready to step into her power?
Yes
How many steps will it take?
One Giant Step.
All right. Patricia, with your voice are you ready to take that one giant step?
Yes
I would like you to visualize the most beautiful shoes in the world and take that one giant step into abundance.
They are clown shoes and as I step forward, the cannon goes off and streamers fill the auditorium.
Excellent. Beautiful and how does that feel?
Lighter
Wonderful. SC would it be all right to move to the healing temple now? Let’s do that please. Please step into the temple, get comfortable and shed all the layers, traumas, difficulties, and fears. Convene with your guides and Alexandra if she is still there. Recognize them around you. Is there anything else they are sharing with you as this healing is taking place?
They are basking me in the light.
Is there anything coming to you from the light itself?
That it is always here for me to call on and I don’t require… I can do it when I need it. Not to forget that
Move to the space where you can commune with loved ones who have passed before you.
What do you experience and how is this presence known to you?
It is my paternal grandmother Vera. She is here to say she is proud of how I treat my sons. She is happy that we have named our tree in the backyard after her. She is happy to embody that living source of life and protection for the many birds that visit our yard. She is happy that I have invited her spirit to host and protect life and it is helping to balance… although it started out as a joke, it is helping her to balance her reputation? That is not the right word but it is the best word we can come up with. She appreciates that as well as appreciates how I have done a wonderful job in supporting my sons in their emotional wellbeing.
While she is there with you, ask her about abundance. Does she have anything to share with you?
She says that I cannot correct her self-centeredness by being selfless. There has to be a balance and I have done enough making amends, time in this lifetime. I can let go of her legacy of selfishness. I have done enough and need to move forward on this new path of abundance as discussed today.
Is there forgiveness work to be done here?
Yes, I need to forgive her for how she treated my father and she needs to forgive herself.
Wonderful do that and then let me know when you have said all you have to say. Okay it is time to say goodbye to your loved one for now.
The session was completed without further commentary.
All of the Interlife journeys that I have taken have contributed to huge releases of everything from ancient wounds, anger, sadness, guilt and emotions that I did not even realize were stuck. The advice and encouragement I receive from my team is always loving, although sometimes in the form of tough love.
What I would love for you to take away from these session transcripts is that you also have a team who is watching out for you, who cares about you and wants you to enjoy your life.
I hope that in sharing these journeys, readers are able to see themselves in my lessons and find forgiveness; that self-acceptance, and self-love will fill your hearts.
As always, I would love to hear your thoughts, impressions, and answer any questions about regression hypnosis you may have.
Sending love and light your way…